Book World Reviews

Why don't you get it? Why does everything have to be about you? Why do I dread it when you come over?  I cannot trust you so why am I so nice? I was taught better than that But still, I  am leary Why don't you get that you are annoying and get on nerves  I wish you would go way. Why don't you?

Sitting here  petting you  Thinking about how much you mean to me. I will never forget you. I will keep your face in my memory forever. If I live to be 100 I will never ever be able to understand how  blessed I am to have you here with me Your love makes me feel rich  I am joyful  I am humbled  Sitting here  I am trying hard to figure out how I ended up with the angel of my life I do not deserve you but here we are  Sitting here thinking about  how much you mean to me  How much I worry, and obsess over you. Sitting here  watching you sleep  Your chest rises and fall I know in that moment life is good and there are good people in the world that  will keep you warm at night. Sitting here. 

If I could capture the memories  I made today  I would freeze them in a air tight container  Then time would not slip away and forgetting  would not be an option  Life would be lived in the now and the later  Everything in its place  If I could capture the memories  If I could capture the memories I made today  I would store them in a safe beneath a basement  Pulling them out one by one and watching them play out  Holding onto special times and treasured keepsakes  If I could have captured the memories  

There is a reason  I do not go to bars  There is a reason I do not think of New Year's Eve  the same way you do There is a reason I carry the load of my father's mistakes  There is a reason I am wound up  There is a reason  why I carry the pain  I keep close  There is a reason I  do not trust  There is a reason I am in no hurry to follow the same path  my father did  There is a reason  I am quick to judge  There is a reason I take on the world and come up short  There is a reason I do not have lots of friends  There is a reason I pray for peace  There is a reason I hold on  There is a reason 

It is hard to wrap my mind around  Almost losing you  If I stop and think about I will fall apart  Thank you Jesus is not enough  for him saving your baby sister's life.  Almost  God's will is what he has planned I get it  Still I am in awe of the same person who died on the cross  was listening to my prayers and my friends and my family  for my little sister  I am grateful for Wayne taking her to the Vet  And The Vet for helping her. Almost.  I love her  And I cannot image life without her  Prayer is so powerful  Jesus is so faithful.  Almost.  Almost never happend.   Thank you Jesus. 

I know I can't understand what you are going through I know I can't began to grasp the pain  I know you hurt every hour  I know in the back of your mind you blame yourself  and ask why? I know it doesn't make sense  I know loss is tragic  I know the human sprit can overcome  It amazes me that within a week you  seem a little better  I know you will never forget  I know you will have memories you will carry with you I know I am here if you still need to cuss me out,  Blame God, and throw down  I know it is not your fault You have no business blaming yourself It'll destroy you  People compartmentalize death in little boxes as a way to cope Please find a way to heal and find yourself again  There is a time for everything  And a place to put it  Keep your chin up  She will always be with you.  She is loved forever.

I wouldn't have missed it for the world  wouldn't have missed loving you Snoopy  You made my whole life better with your smile I wouldn't trade one memory because you mean so much to me  Even though, you won't be around forever  I wouldn't have missed it for the world You have only so much time here to follow  But if I had the chance to keep you forever I would But I wouldn't have all the tomorrows  And I would do it all again I wouldn't have missed it for the world I wouldn't have missed  loving you, Snoopy You made my whole life better with your smile I wouldn't trade one memory  Because you made me happy Even though, you don't have much time here  I wouldn't have missed it for the world loving you  Snoopy  You make my life better with your smile  And the laughter you bring  I wouldn't trade it for anything Cause you bring so much joy to me  Even though, your time is short...