Why I read

Why don't you get it? Why does everything have to be about you? Why do I dread it when you come over?  I cannot trust you so why am I so nice? I was taught better than that But still, I  am leary Why don't you get that you are annoying and get on nerves  I wish you would go way. Why don't you?

Sitting here  petting you  Thinking about how much you mean to me. I will never forget you. I will keep your face in my memory forever. If I live to be 100 I will never ever be able to understand how  blessed I am to have you here with me Your love makes me feel rich  I am joyful  I am humbled  Sitting here  I am trying hard to figure out how I ended up with the angel of my life I do not deserve you but here we are  Sitting here thinking about  how much you mean to me  How much I worry, and obsess over you. Sitting here  watching you sleep  Your chest rises and fall I know in that moment life is good and there are good people in the world that  will keep you warm at night. Sitting here.